so, let go

Artist: Frou Frou Lyrics
Song: Let Go Lyrics

Drink up baby down
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me too busy you're writing a tragedy
These mess-ups
You bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like

So, let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

It gains the more it gives
And then advances with the form
So, honey, back for more
Can't you see that all the stuff's essential?
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later
Now you can wait
You roll your eyes
We've twenty seconds to comply

So, let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's al right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here

So, yes i have been a bit into this song lately. it runs through my head all the time...or at least since i bought the soundtrack to Garden State on friday. and garden state is my new favorite movie too.

hm...its funny. when i am thinking about writing a blog i have so many thoughts and ideas but then...i write and they are all gone. it sucks. maybe i will be able to write more later and that slew of thoughts will come back.

the not so great weekend

this weekend just didn't turn out the way i wanted it to. before it started i was so sure about things and feeling good...dum dum dum. now, well i am just lost. i am cool with the whole not seeing the path ahead thing, but there is something to say when feelings and emotions get intertwined into it. then, i have a problem. i am trying to look at the bright side of things but sometimes its just hard. i just want the best for everyone and i guess no matter what happens i have to know that that is what the future will bring.

for brian

1. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES? white

2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? just finished Shop Girl...loved it. thanks e!

3. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? don't use one

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOARD GAME? haven't played on that i like in a long time. although i play a lot of SOrry! and Trouble at work.

5. LEAST FAVORITE SMELLS? bad perfume

6. THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF IN THE MORNING? ok, get up. u have to go to they gym!

7. FAVORITE COLOR: purple/black

8. FAVORITE FLOWER: wild flowers

9. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE U ANSWER THE PHONE? depends

10. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME: i haven't really thought about it much.

11. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? Chocolate

12. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? yes

13. DO YOU SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS? yes

14. DO YOU LIKE THUNDERSTORMS? Yes

15. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? 1982 ford granada

16. YOUR SIGN? virgo

17. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? Yep, love broccoli

18. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE? i really am not sure. a job where i would be helping many people make their lived better.

19. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY COLOR HAIR WHAT WOULD IT BE? i really like mine as is.
20. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY? depends on my mood

21. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE? to kill a mocking bird

22. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? most of the time

23. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? mattres...its a trundle bed

24. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER(S)? don't have one

25. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? None

26. YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST INTENSE PAIN? feeling lost

27. PERSON MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?well, it would be brian but he already responded.

28. PERSON YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? everyone

29. KETCHUP OR MUSTARD? mustard

30. HAMBURGER OR HOT DOG? don't eat meat

31. COFFEE OR TEA? coffee!!!!!!!!!!!

32. FAVORITE Season ? Fall and summer

33. THE BEST PLACE YOU HAVE EVER BEEN: paris

34. WHAT SCREEN SAVER IS ON YOUR COMPUTER? white stripes

35. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE: baja fresh

36. WHO DO YOU FIND YOU MISS MOST IN YOUR LIFE? sometimes old friends

37. WHAT DO YOU FIND DIFFICULT or STRUGGLE WITH AT TIMES? finding out what i want to do with my life and not feeling so lost.


38. MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENT? showing up at a friends work in pj's to get keys when i locked myself out.

39. WHAT WOULD YOU HAVE CATEGORIZED YOURSELF IN HIGH SCHOOL? shy, still am

40. MOTTO, CREED, QUOTE, EXCERPT, FAVORITE LINE OR WORDS YOU LIVE BY? don't have one yet...

long time....

yes, i know its been a long time since i wrote anything. and i know you guys and gals are on the edge of your seats! ha! but anyhow work and such has been a bit heavy but things are looking up. we have a head teacher in out classroom now and that has made my job so much better. i remember at one point i liked my job but that feeling had long gone when we were in crazy no head teacher mode. a glimmer of hope has come in though and it means a lot to me.

i also started a new work out plan this year. i am not getting up at 5:30am to work out before work. i think it will help with my mood in general. plus, that way i can go the whole day feeling good about myself rather then half. or at least that is what i am telling myself. i have to go on something to wake up that early! even if it is lies! lies! lies!

what else? next week e and i will have been going out a year! a lot has happend in a year. have to say mostly good. we will go hear my favorite cello concerto by elgar and a nice dinner. i am so excited to hear the elgar. i am going to have to get my new glasses by then so i can see. we are way up high and i am going blind. not a good match.

have a great week!